Calligraphy
A letter to my future self “Replace “I should’ve known better with “now I know better.” Forgive yourself, for self-shame is self-sabotage.” Guilt has always been something that’s had a firm hold on me. It haunts me, follows me through my workout routine, sits with me at dinner, and has its own indent in my bed at night. I wish I could feel my skin before it was tainted or look through my mirror before it was cracked. But recently, my appetite is back, my skin is bright, and I feel at peace. I have learned that I can fix my broken mirror before helping others. I walked on broken shards for so long, crunching and shattering under my feet. And although I bled every time I picked up the broken shards, it was better than never cleaning them up. I am grateful for the love and the loss. I am grateful for every tree I’ve hugged or hidden behind. I am grateful for all life around me. I am even thankful for the...